Walking in and out
Not finding what your all about
No understanding of each other what so ever
Your words leaving me hypnotized…your clever
Walking with her hand in yours and our eyes meet
Trying to leave you alone but that is nothing I can complete
I love you and I don’t want to be alone
Missing those night we shared and are long conversations on the phone
Wondering when I will meet the right one
But I’m tired of looking… I’m done
All alone no one to talk to when I’m down or sad
No one to calm me down when I’m mad
Is there anywhere I can go just to get away?
Where do I run when my world is cold and gray?
Praying to the one up above…
When someone shows they care I just push and shove
My mind is drifting no longer clear
No more crying not even a tear
Laying in bed holding to my pillow tight
Not calling you cause all we do is fight
Why can’t I move on and be strong
I feel when I do that it is wrong
Screaming inside no one hears my cries
You think all I do is lie, put you down and despise
Who was there to hold you when you were down?
I made you smile I didn’t accept a frown
How could someone you love so much tear you down and take away your dreams
Why listen to your words and schemes?
Saying you care
But when I need you, you’re never there
Emptiness is all I can feel
It feels like a nightmare this can’t be real
It’s not suppose to be like this
I’m not sure if happiness exists
Running my feet no longer on the floor
Banging but no one answers the door
So I run to someone I think lifts my spirits high
But truly he isn’t special he is just a guy
He is just an escape to where I feel safe and complete
Only I know he could never compete

I LOVE 'EM BOTH!!!!!!!!!