I love getting so involved in a book or a movie that it's as though I am truly, genuinely experiencing it. That can be quite the troublesome goal to accomplish with distractions or other people; however, when it happens it's magical. It leaves me with a new perspective, a new understanding, a new feeling. And when I un-pause my own life, it's amazing. I'll think of everything I possibly can and connect it. Another piece of the puzzle is discovered and life is more beautiful than I ever imagined. Every word, every action, every single thing and person in my life and those to come are so significant it's almost petrifying. The funny thing about this is that it happens to me when I live my own life except sometimes I don't see it right away. You might say that until I get lost, I don't find anything. At least, I don't realize it until after I've been lost. This consistent living of lost & found is my way of learning, my way of living. Not only that but it is not limited. It can happen when I'm listening to music, having or hearing a conversation, a mere sound or observation... I can't force it. Maybe we all live this way. Maybe that is the way of life. Maybe it is perpetually growing in numbers and one day I will reach the peak of my existence. I will no longer get lost, I will be perpetually found or finding. Or maybe I already am, perpetually finding. It makes sense. Either way, I love it. Things making sense and love.

I enjoyed reading that very much.