Cold-hearted… full of lies
Long nights…never ending cries
Cycles that repeat
Pain that I could never overcome or beat
Torn and searching for some sort of peace
Chained down not able to release
Reaching out but not to far
Not knowing who you really are
Dark territories that should never be seen
Lost but knowing somewhere in-between
Wishing and dreaming to see the light
Hoping one day you might
Falling deeper into your own hole
Not knowing where to find your soul
Unable to feel emotions of any sort
Climbing the ladder but too short
Wanting to die
But not knowing exactly why
Untouchable desires you could never reach
Never listening just wanting to teach
Why do that when yourself you don’t even understand?
Running to the beach where I feel whole… my feet in the sand
Driving in my car lost in the beat
For hours just driving down the street
Let go… please just let go
I’m down on my knees begging…I love you, but I need to grow