synthetic wrote:
a thing that comes from rolling..
but i never rolled alot.
just for like 6 months..but never more than one roll at a time
im just all fucking sad.
and it doesnt go away i just hide it
maybe i had it before i started rolling?
iono
fuck
it's not very likely at all that past MDMA use contributed much to your current depression...as much as people tout the connection between MDMA use and serotonin depletion and depression, there is only one scholarly study published so far that measured depression in Ecstasy users...these users had on average taken over 500 pills...although the researchers labeled their results as "mild depressive symptoms" (they were looking for depression, after all), in actuality, the users' scores still fell within the normal range of the Beck Depression Inventory, although slightly elevated...my basic point is that there is no good evidence to suggest that occasional or infrequent use of MDMA causes depression, and the development of depression in heavier users is still debatable...however, given the known chemical action of larger doses of MDMA, I would warn against heavy use over an extended period of time, particularly binge use